How was it possible for Jesus to live in this Earth?
Knowing he could've ended it all just with the thought and will of it
Love saved us but
Even after death
Always taken for granted on a daily
Begged and pleaded by his followers/lovers to be forgiven, after a night/day of us cheating on Him
Giving it to them anyways, knowing they can and will do it again
Understood and not accepted
Loathed by many for simply wanting to be near them
For attempting to give them eternality
Makes me sick how we humans can be at times
So inconsiderate to each other and our Lord, for the name of my pride!
My image, my armor, my ego!
Perhaps this was one of the reasons why Jesus had to come
In order to know how we humans truly think and feel
Our selfish nature
For the sake of sympathy for humanity
I catch myself feeding my egotistical side too
It’s normal, but I never try doing it at the cost of others
No matter who you are
I guess I just feel too much
Today I thought of a man from my childhood church
He was a quiet reserved gentle middle aged man that never bothered anyone
Now that I’m twenty-three and have an opinion on everything that interests me
I can say that the only time he would bother anyone was for a ride to and from church
And when he would ask for a time after worship to say how grateful he was with the Lord
Updates on his life
What blessings (maybe nothing or the norm for others) the Lord has gifted him
They would call his name
Gets up cautiously
Shaking off the nerves off his legs, ready to walk up with his broken sway
Mic visibly rotating around his hand, trying to get the words out
Soft spoken too
I remember seeing this as a kid and I know I didn’t feel bad or pity for the man
Now I know what I felt
Compassion, Admiration, Joyous
I know that’s what the pastor felt with that great pure full smile of his
But I can’t help to put him in one of my hypotheticals
I'm pretty sure he’s still alive but if he were here and put on broadcast for the whole world to see
How many bots would taunt him, how many would scoff at his praises
For his life, for his being, for his fruits that he wanted to show everybody
For finding beauty in the mundane
For being God’s lab experiments and to be put in this world
To have something to talk about, have a cheap laugh off
To add a little piece to their broken masks
I wonder what God feels when He sees this happen
I personally would join him and laugh at the vacuous myriad of souls that surround us
And wish them well
Or you could join us because we are not too far apart if you truly think about it
And if we are, why not love the diversity we are so privileged to know and be around?