Letting now acquaintances break in to use my restroom and charger
Small talk, asking why am I wearing a hoodie in the summer
“helps me not be a bummer”
After all of it, loneliness
Not a body in sight
put Charm on and dance my way to my room
Door wide open
The floor is lava
Jump from the door to my bed
Lying, waiting for my friend to come around so we can head out there….
and there U were
It was named no mans land
Pretty sure it was the heartland
my guilty pleasure.
Next to members of the “fuckchris” committee, a lot of people despise their bosses
Laughing, smiling
Made me sick
Made me open the door for a breathe of fresh air
Finally
your air
Hotter than mine
I couldn’t even look at you
Mother saw this and urged we leave
Brother ran to knock some sense into me
“Come on dude, I know you know she’s here. she’s leaving rn, go say hi bro!! look she literally walked all the way here bro, how you gonna let her walk?! look she’s walking away, come on!! ima go get her for you.” he remarked
“who?! dude no she’s a complete stranger bro, how am I gonna go up to a stranger like this?! what am I suppose to say to a stranger?! especially a girl, that I…”
“BABE STOP” his wife yelled
As he went up the stairs to call her out for me
Last thoughts
I couldn’t let another man help me get to you
Last feelings
Dread & the urgency of a man
Vision turns black
Another blessing
Another vision
Another word
That I don’t deserve
Kept my lenses shut
Just to see if the roll stopped playing
Could I get a b2b
No write it down while keeping lenses close
So nothing can make that feeling and image of you get away from me
Trinket of mine
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