Turkish Delight (The Second Dream That Was Never Mentioned)

Late spring

The life of the young worker/designer and his secret was slowly coming to light 

Without his consent

A life of geeked bedrotting 

What a bore
til U finally came around 

unrequited fiend/voluble english teacher

both sullen 

Perfect for our vocations

In PT or as writers?

In having our bodies in the same safe colors?

Loving each shade of them 

Or giving them more variety 

at least in the summer

In being God & Goddess? 

Or in serving the only real constant one

I was in purity when I saw your "new" heart belt 

The start of my second real attempt to devoting my life to my Lord

Your latest story was eerily similar to the burned stills in my memories 

Fragments of the past 6 years up until that point

Relived 

Relieved that they're fading away

But it was enough to make me believe you aren't real

Words being pulled out my mind and soul while I slept

There was no way someone just like me existed elsewhere 

Still believe you don't, there could only be one

And you are the one

You say I owe you a poem 

Didn't you read the second half of my other work

Traits of mine

If not here's one you're not going to like...

Hours spent on the couch, waiting patiently

Everyone evaporated 

had spent hours eating donuts

had you where you told everyone you hated to be
In my arms

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Appreciating U 
Warmth to that faceless apparition  
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